This is just me, personally; but, I don't blame others. Sure, sue the doctor, pacemaker manufacturer, etc because it deserves to be investigated. But otherwise? Enjoy the fact that you are alive, breathing, and can make a statement about right and wrong.

If you protest in good conscience, you are attempting to help others. Money or compensation is secondary. Helping others is the key.

And the other thing, is go to a favorite place. Sit quietly. And then you can pray, give thanks, have a toast of wine, whatever. Go out with friends. And appreciate the fact that you are alive.