I read you and I spend a lot of time in thought over me, myself, and our place in the world. And beyond. I am an INFJ and give a lot of thought to spiritual things. I am also an engineer who is fairly practical. My compromise is that we are here for a purpose. Even if it is to simply go to work every day, these are our lives. I try to do good and fulfil my KNOWN purpose here. Things beyond? That's why I go to church and read you and others. But even Jesus said, "Love God, love your neighbor, and there ain't a damn thing more important than that." Which, by the way, you do through your writing. Thank you.